hm well, i just typed up this post and it deleted itself...grawr...it hasn't really dawned on me yet that it's summer, case in point i feel like i'm going back to school on monday and have this need to read all my summer assignments for english (which came in the mail from amazon today) on friday went to the water gun ctf thing, which i guess was nice, though there were like 3 or 4 people there who i really would've preferred weren't just because they're not really my friends. ah well, can't be picky i guess. heehee "steve the wannabe noose" jenny's amusing : ) this year wasn't what i had hoped, so much more trouble, and i guess i'm sad that my group of friends from freshman year, the incestuous group has been so terribly reconstituted, i hate to say it but i'm pretty sure i liked it better before, however, it has the same core of goodness so s'all good. i'm really optimistic about next year though, i feel like it has the ability to be everything this year wasn't. i hope to be able to hang out with some of my friends this summer, i'm going to elope with jenny on the 20th of june and i come back on the 3rd of july (i want to hang out with someone on the 4th of july so if you're free, call me) and then i leave from the 5th of july to the 2nd of august for this program at the Wharton School of Business at UPenn. Hopefully I can get it some good times at home over the summer, which leads me to this...if anyone's free this week, i'd love to hang out (seeing as how i leave on sunday) i'm surprisingly free and easy (oh, except for tomorrow...i have church : ))! <3

hm, it still hasn't really dawned on me that it's summer vacation. i feel like i'm going back to school on monday. ended up going to the water gun ctf thing friday, which was kinda nice though i am sad that my group of friends from freshman year, the incestuous group got reconstituted. i hate to say it but i liked it better before. well, there's always next year for fixing things. somehow i have this tremendous level of optimism that next year will be everything this year wasn't. practiced driving/parking today, and the books i ordered from amazon (for school) arrived, and i'm so tempted to read them because i'm just that much of a dork. i wish i had more time to hang around with more of my real friends this summer, not that ctf wasn't like that, but i guess there were a few people there who, well i dunno...i guess i'd prefer not to be around ever? anyway my summer is gonna be chock full of fun. on the 20th of june i'm running off to elope with jenny. i'll be back on the third of july (i want to hang out with somebody on the 4th of july so call me if ur free). Then i'm going to the Wharton School of Business at UPenn from the 5th of july to the 2nd of august. mrrrrfle anyhow, i'm gonna go read, anybody wanna hang out this week? i'm surprisingly free and easy : )!

short shorts and long sleeved shirts : ) whee! i realized there's something i love about long sleeve shirts and shorts ah you know it's summer when you breathe in cabbage soup and smell like grass clippings and forsythia. ah what a wonderful time to fall in love, or at least fall into the things you could avoid for the other 3 seasons ; ). at some point life starts reminding me of a harlequin novel and i love that in the summer i can make boys cry and the memories are all the sweeter like the honeysuckle bushes when i was in catholic school. i got a picture of one of my oldest friends in the mail yesterday she was dressed for her coming out as a debutante in the all white dress with long white gloves and she looked so beautiful and it's funny because i've known her since i was three and we both really haven't changed at all. i wonder if there's anyone who looks at me and thinks i'm beautiful like that. this is the first time in a while that i've had the urge to say please please please let me kiss you goodbye cuz i could dream like vermicelli if you just would. anyhow, i should go be productive i can't wait for friday it'll be so great to just chill and not have to care...aaaaah! it is sooooooo hot in my house! the A/C manages to break every single year just as soon as it gets warm and it's hotter in here than it is outside...not cool at all, literally and figuratively. anyhow it's also really weird trying to cook when you've stripped down to pretty much nothing i'd totally kill for a popsicle right now. *muah* love! : )! (smile factorial)