Ink drops

The second coming of the Pitbull : ) the joys of my imagination and my life, or lack thereof (ex. friend:"can u go to the concert of ur favorite band in the entire world with me?" me: "i would, but i have mcyc/madrigals/piano/ voice/flute/concerto rehearsal/ tutoring/italy choir/mocktrial") ....oh the humanity

Saturday, July 12, 2003

hm, i am at a loss for words, today was entirely unproductive and i miss him. for some reason i feel lethargic i just lay on my bed and felt on the verge of tears, ever had one of those times when you can't cry but feel like perhaps it would be more effective than whatever ur doing?

listening to this OK Go song makes me sad for some reason, though i suppose today was good, listened to fun music with my brother, sung along to Def Leppard<----"pour some sugar on me!" but now i feel like....yah

"Return"-OK Go

Now its years since your body went flat and even memories of that
are all think and dull, all gravel and glass. But who needs them
now -- displaced they're easily more safe --
the worst of it now: I can't remember your face.

Return.

For a while, with the vertigo cured, we were alive -- we were pure.
The void took the shape of all that you were, but years take their toll,
and things get bent into shape...
Antiseptic and tired, I can't remember your face.

Return.

You were supposed to grow old. Reckless, unfrightened, and old,
you were supposed to grow old.

Return. You were supposed to return.

Friday, July 11, 2003

RANWA HAS A LEMUR FETISH!: ) I LOVE YOU RANWA! and miss u terribly *huggles and tears* today's concert i played was okay, and i'm feeling good and thrilled, i'm off to the gym, hopefully i'll ttyl heehee ersin, i thought about fiats and azerbaijan today good times, we need to shop sometime! love y'all!

Wednesday, July 09, 2003

heh just stumbled over cici's blog through maddie's comments, apparently she doesn't want to be associated with me for some reason and was all weirded out when IMed her out of the blue. i was just trying to be amiable. *sigh* as much as i don't care what other people think about me, it still is kinda weird to me cuz i never did anything to her, and this was one of those times when i was just trying to be nice. am i really that bad of a person or something? i don't know, it was just weird because people usally dislike me for a reason and i didn't do anything that i know of. hm, maybe maddie knows, well whatever, my day was okay, went to the circuit court and filed stuff, did spanish summer work, went to piano lessons, that's pretty much it, i'm gonna go now i feel kinda sick but whatever *tear* i'd say i love y'all but wouldn't want to scare any of you guys away. *sigh*

Monday, July 07, 2003

You represent... playfulness.
You represent... playfulness.
Playfulness can often be mistaken for sluttiness or
flirtiness... Flirting is something you enjoy
doing, but you're mostly just about having fun.
You're into partying, and it's seems that
people enjoy your company as much as you enjoy
their's.


What feeling do you represent?
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well then. that was off, everyone knows i couldn't flirt if my life depended on it, damn i wish i looked that good in a swim suit, alanna remember the fishy swimsuit? *mourns* i want to be an hourglass stick woman....wow....that doesn't make much sense, lets put it this way I want alanna's upperbody, oooh and her french exchange student, tell me alanna, is he hot?! : ) met with nick for lunch today (lunch consisted of ice cream) and read some of harry potter on the hour long train ride this morning, having a pretty good day i guess, y'all need to come have lunch with me! i g2g work i'll ttyl LOVE Y'ALL!