heh, angela's away message parodies : ) i'm feeling devilish, like i wanna go and pounce on something, and intensely confident, i know what i have and it makes me happy, i can't say i've felt more...ah i can't describe it but i feel extremley empowered and lucky to have the things i do. i'm gonna go tone my "dangerous curves" i'll tty'all later *muah hugs and kisses* love y'all oooh p.s. anybody feel like singing one of the parts for my composition for the concert of new music?

today was just bad, i felt very angry, bitter, invidious, jealous, and violent all day long and there was no one and nothing i could destroy. when i came home though, everything got better, sooo much better, and i assume that tomorrow's school day must be better, i mean ranwa'll be there : ) my SAP is currently about 1225 words, i'm proud, i did alot of work on it today. i'm hopeful that this week can be salvaged yet.
*just know tomorrow will be better when you're stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it*

well today was not particularly riveting, first period was in the cafeteria because the floor is rotting in the "learning cottage". Twas great fun, the janitor fixed my locker for me (using a screwdriver) and much amusement laughing at my unfortunate happenstance. *sigh* nothin exciting has been happening recently, quisas it's because the seniors and many of the juniors are often missing from school for exams, they are my diversion, and without them i feel displaced and lonely. to compound this, i feel as though if i could just remove one person from my life everything would be perfect, the universe would realign and i wouldn't have the grating feeling of fingernails running across unglazed pottery sporatically. it's not as though anything is horrible at the moment, it just could be better, though i suppose it's somewhat unreasonable to believe that removing one person would create such a massive cosmic shift. in any case, it seems as though everyone is going to see the matrix reloaded on thursday, ranwa was supposed to buy me a ticket, but i'm unaware as to whether or not she has, i tried to call her but i believe she has an exam, either that or she was shot with a tranquilizer gun ; ). i assume i'll talk to her later, someone please get me a ticket i'll reimburse you more than fully! ; ) i just wish circumstances were different, i suppose it's because life is uninteresting and thus causing me to dwell on little annoyances. but it's not as though i could change anything heh. *you can't change the way you feel i could never do that, i could never do that, you can't tell me this ain't real, cuz this is real, in the end it's all i got...* love y'all

heh i broke my locker, i was rushing to my bus, so i kicked my locker door closed, somehow the left bottom corner of my locker is now shoved inside of it, and i can't open it, and apparently i broke the hook that latches it at the bottom. heh, i guess i'll have to find building services tomorrow, i need my chem book. jenny, leah and most of my other friends who were there found it hilariously funny. other than that the day was pretty nondescript. oh! and i switched shirts with jenny, heh i looked like such a ho, but i loved the print! it reminded me of my uncle's wallpaper in his house in england....: ) heehee tomorrow jenny and i are having a ho-off lol i don't know what to wear (heehee i sound girly *twirls hair*) this week hasn't started too badly though. i g2g clean my bathtub i'll ttyl love ya'll