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The second coming of the Pitbull : ) the joys of my imagination and my life, or lack thereof (ex. friend:"can u go to the concert of ur favorite band in the entire world with me?" me: "i would, but i have mcyc/madrigals/piano/ voice/flute/concerto rehearsal/ tutoring/italy choir/mocktrial") ....oh the humanity

Friday, February 28, 2003

heh nothin particularly interesting going on, busy as hell, i totally want to go to see how to lose a guy in 10 days but i'd have to go sunday, anybody feel like going? plus i need to by new heels for my interview on thursday *sigh* i have no time, i have no life, and i really should tutor underpriveleged children or do some more community service, not that that would give me a life, i think i'm a lost cause, maybe i should join some more clubs, or play another sport, hm....*contemplates* oh well, i should do textnotes or somethin so i can shop and go to drama and sing the concert tomorrow yay! maybe i could go to the movies at like 9...hmmmm. oh well we'll see. heh on the bus i was thinking about how absolutely perfect my first kiss was, i'm yet to be kissed like that again which is sad to me, like we were out under the moonlight on a warm summer night with 'forever young' playing in the background and i was dizzy, god i want a guy to kiss me and make me dizzy again. *sigh* it just makes me sad that i feel like no guy will ever kiss me ever again, i guess after you have been in a desolate wasteland for relationships as long as i have you lose all hope, and thus i no longer attempt to find any guy that would be remotely interested in me because i believe there are none, though that's an interesting paradox and i wonder what's changed since like 2 years ago that makes me less appealing, i would think i'm more appealing, but whatev, i could be horribly wrong. but because i have lost hope there is no longer any possibilty of me finding that guy because it won't happen unless i try or someone else tries for me, which is highly improbable. hm, ah well i should go, i've got jobs to apply for i'll talk to y'all later *muah* ~*hugs and kisses and other assorted manifestations of my affections toward everyone*

Sunday, February 23, 2003

greetings and salutations, i am feeling so much better than i was like yesterday, though this long weekend will soon be over i am so very happy just because i assume there is so much to be happy about even on my worst days.i practiced so much piano and my fingers are actually getting back to prime condition. heh wonder where lanna is, well i'm off to enjoy the last hours of my weekend! i'll talk to y'all later much love!
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