What Kind of FLIRT are you?
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lol i wish, hm i suppose i can be seductive but i have been turned down,that whole raw sex appeal thing....hm...somebody needs to set me up on a blind date ttyl

lol, i'm feeling fiesty. i love 4 day weekends and i love snow, though i haven't been outside because i'm sick and don't particularly feel like making it worse, i actually think i might be recovering. anyway, was talking to jenny today (by the way that girl can like read my mind) found out about maddie and nick, hm, *grimace* i don't feel nauseous anymore (people always think i'm kidding when i say i feel violently ill and i don't know why). anyway, i dunno why it bothers me and i don't know why but i feel like i shouldn't talk to nick anymore, i don't know why it just feels like the right thing to do right now, i mean obviously i'd love to keep flirting with him but i dunno, it doesn't feel right or something, i dunno, i guess i'll have to talk to him about it at some point. i love the way i don't have a guy, i feel like being set up with guys but the problem is there are no guys in montgomery county.hm, well isn't that an unfortunate happenstance. but anyhow, life could be worse, my godfather's visiting us cuz he came to the states to cash checks from the sale of his lumber business in guyana to the dutch. arg, yesterday was amazingly complicated, i'm not blaming anyone cuz it's more likely than not my fault, lol somehow ended up with me asking out the boywhore, very strange series of events. anyway i feel like dancing, listening to an awesome song, i'll share the lyrics for y'all's benefit: "I'm the one with the brightest hair, baby leather i don't care, baby i. You, got a girl but you're touchin' me baby like u don't care, baby you." good times. let's all dance.... u kno i feel bad for people who look like a convulsive chicken when they dance, there should be a medication for that or something, or maybe some type of amended shock therapy/hypnosis treatment. anyway, hope everyone's enjoying life, carpe diem cause life and the forces of evil could always be conspiring to plot your demise, tomorrow : ). i love y'all *hugs and kisses and general love*

hm, last night i was at school for 14 hours, insanity, madrigals rehearsal wasn't that bad. i don't mind madrigals, i don't mind italy choir, but i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. i want to go home, where it's warm and sunny, where i don't have to worry about anything, i can sit on my grandparents' porch across from the sugar cane field and watch the hummingbirds at the bird of paradise plants and pomegrantes while the sun goes down and the breeze blows in off the demerara. i miss that, i can't stand it here, i feel like i'm killing myself in IB and i don't know why, i work so hard, all the time and i don't see any rewards. i feel like i don't have any friends, and even if i did have friends it's not as if i have time to have fun anyway. mrfle. ooh, and ben's off limits cuz....aw whatever it's complicated. i don't really care anymore, i just wish i had one day off, one day to stop sneezing and coughing and worrying about all state and hello dolly and o holy night. lord. i just wish it would all be pretty like it is in my dreams, when i can sleep enough to have them. oh well, hopefully nobody minds my slight complaining, i don't mean it in a bad way, i'm just fatigued, like i wish...i dunno, none of it'll happen anytime soon, but we can dream can't we, without a dream the dreamer dies. ~luv y'all *muah*

hey y'all! i got back from williamsburg, va last night. overall it could've been worse, though my family still resents me, they were not as active in terms of making my life miserable. we celebrated my dad's birthday and thanksgiving, and the resort was really nice, i got a massage, yay! it was insane, there were people in the outdoor jacuzzi despite the fact that it was like 40 degrees. Anyhow, i went on a date with this guy named Paris that i met, he's from Georgia, I randomly met him in the gourmet chocolate store when i was shopping in Williamsburg. We went to "The Trellis" for dinner (owned by the inventor of Death by Chocolate, i'm serious) and then we went walking around looking at the Christmas lights, it was nice, seeing as how i never get asked on dates, and when i do they're never good, i was pleasantly suprised. wuv y'all!