Wow, my weekend has been utterly uneventful. Let's see, I slept, helped my mother make gingerbeer, um, let's see, knitted for lack of anything else to do with my hands, and neglected doing my english homework. On Friday there was mock trial, it's actually fun, like alot more fun than Debate Team, u actually get to argue and stuff, whereas debate team is like school except more structured, hard as it may be to believe, at least it'll look good on a college application right? hmmm, let's see, i should be playing concerto tonight but i really don't feel like it so i told my piano teacher that i had something else to do, lying so not good, oh well, what she doesn't know won't hurt her. I guess i've been being lazy recently, like i kno IB is totally killing me slowly, but i usually still have a work ethic....hm...interesante. anyway, i feel like i should be doing more productive stuff. oooh, had a nightmare about not getting into allstate last night, i dunno why seeing as how i'm not sure it would bother me that much if it happened in reality. and i'm sorta feeling like maybe the spring musical won't be that much fun so i don't need to be in it, which is a fallacy cuz i'm sure i'd regret if i wasn't in it. ah well, i guess i'm just lacking a work ethic and people aren't actively annoying me i suppose, i'm just like annoyed, like mitchell's like "yah i might be going on a date this afternoon which doesn't make me particularly happy cuz i kno i'm not, maybe i should call ben, i just feel like i'm lacking a life, i mean, how does a strip pole like mitchell have more of a love life than i do? how do things like this happen? i dunno, it just makes me feel undesirable y'kno, oh whatev, i ought not be ranting about my problems, they're pretty insignificant anyway. anyhow, i should be practicing piano (fyi, i discovered i can sight read, yay, go me) : ) ttyl *muah*